Post by Forest on Apr 4, 2021 21:00:18 GMT
Name: Falconkit -> Falconpaw -> Falconsnarl
Age: 40 moons
Gender: Female
Clan: Skyclan
Rank: Warrior
Character Slot: Normal
Character Status: Alive
Appearance:
Falconsnarl's pelt is a deep chestnut color with darker brown tabby stripes. Her fur is long and well kept, soft and silky. Her muzzle is a beige color that also frames her cheeks and spreads from her forehead all the way down her spine to the tip of her tail. Her eyes are framed with a cream color that also colors her ears and the tip of her tail. Falconsnarl has ice blue eyes.
Falconsnarl's pelt is a deep chestnut color with darker brown tabby stripes. Her fur is long and well kept, soft and silky. Her muzzle is a beige color that also frames her cheeks and spreads from her forehead all the way down her spine to the tip of her tail. Her eyes are framed with a cream color that also colors her ears and the tip of her tail. Falconsnarl has ice blue eyes.
Personality:
Falconsnarl was never enough, she was undeserving of her parents love an affection. She was too small, too weak, too troublesome, too stupid. No matter how hard she worked, how hard she tried, how well behaved she was, it was never enough. Falconsnarl had to learn early on to steel her emotions, to take what she could get. She learned that emotional outbursts were a weakness of hers, that feeling so much was tiresome and a chore. Falconsnarl had always been an emotional individual, one who felt too much, who put their everything into their passions. Falconsnarl is still that induvial, someone who loves with their whole heart, who can't do anything in moderation. Yet a dangerous rage has been light within her, a rage that consumes her. It was fed little by little every day, growing into a raging inferno. Falconsnarl can't do things in moderation, she can't handle the raging inferno inside that eats her alive. Falconsnarl comes off as harsh, blunt, angry, and mean. She doesn't know how to properly voice her emotions, she doesn't know how she is supposed to. So she hides the broken parts deep inside herself, the pain, the anguish. She hides them and lets the inferno burn her to ash. Falconsnarl is not a pleasant cat to be around. She is overly critical of others as well as herself. She was never enough even though she worked so hard, tried so hard, so others are never enough. Falconsnarl never complains about her duties, she would be considered a perfect warrior were it not for the anger that eats her alive. The only softness Falconsnarl possesses is for her brother, Hawkflight. Falconsnarl is a feircely loyal individual who would lay down her life in a second for her clan. She doesn't let herself fear anything, she doesn't let herself back down from challenges or entertain weakness. Falconsnarl is broken, consumed but her emotions she doesn't know how to express. Somewhere, deep inside her, is a kit that just wanted to be loved. A kit that just wanted to play and have fun, to explore the world around them and watch the stars every night.
Falconsnarl was never enough, she was undeserving of her parents love an affection. She was too small, too weak, too troublesome, too stupid. No matter how hard she worked, how hard she tried, how well behaved she was, it was never enough. Falconsnarl had to learn early on to steel her emotions, to take what she could get. She learned that emotional outbursts were a weakness of hers, that feeling so much was tiresome and a chore. Falconsnarl had always been an emotional individual, one who felt too much, who put their everything into their passions. Falconsnarl is still that induvial, someone who loves with their whole heart, who can't do anything in moderation. Yet a dangerous rage has been light within her, a rage that consumes her. It was fed little by little every day, growing into a raging inferno. Falconsnarl can't do things in moderation, she can't handle the raging inferno inside that eats her alive. Falconsnarl comes off as harsh, blunt, angry, and mean. She doesn't know how to properly voice her emotions, she doesn't know how she is supposed to. So she hides the broken parts deep inside herself, the pain, the anguish. She hides them and lets the inferno burn her to ash. Falconsnarl is not a pleasant cat to be around. She is overly critical of others as well as herself. She was never enough even though she worked so hard, tried so hard, so others are never enough. Falconsnarl never complains about her duties, she would be considered a perfect warrior were it not for the anger that eats her alive. The only softness Falconsnarl possesses is for her brother, Hawkflight. Falconsnarl is a feircely loyal individual who would lay down her life in a second for her clan. She doesn't let herself fear anything, she doesn't let herself back down from challenges or entertain weakness. Falconsnarl is broken, consumed but her emotions she doesn't know how to express. Somewhere, deep inside her, is a kit that just wanted to be loved. A kit that just wanted to play and have fun, to explore the world around them and watch the stars every night.
History:
Falconkit and her brothers, Hawkkit and Eaglekit, were born to two very proud skyclan warriors. Jayhop and Wrenwish were very strict and ambitious parents that wanted their kits to rise to greatness. They saw their kits as a way to further their station and increase their reputation. Falconkit's kithood was not filled with happy memories and silly games. She was born the runt of the litter, an embarrassment to her parents that would never amount to anything. Due to this she had to fight for her parents attention and love, a battle she never won. Jayhop and Wrenwish would shower Hawkkit and Eaglekit with love, encouragement, and affection. They would go on little adventures, just the four of them, and leave Falconkit all alone in the nursery. Falconkit wanted to go with her family desperately. At first she thought acting out and misbehaving would get her parents attention, but that was quickly proven wrong. The only thing that would do would get her screamed at and ignored. So Falconkit decided she would be perfect, the perfect kit who never misbehaved. All that got her was a few smiles here or there, smiles that she treasured. Her brothers loved her deeply and tried their best to always play with her when they could. Eaglekit was especially close with Falconkit. Then one day her family came back from one of their trips and Eaglekit was dead. Her parents told everyone that they had turned their backs for a moment and Eaglekit accidentally wandered too close to a ledge and fell.
Falconkit was devastated. To make it worse her parents blamed her. If only Eaglekit didn't spend his free time playing with her, if only she didn't spread her weakness to him. The verbal abuse and neglect only grew. The tragedy of her brother's death ushered her into her apprenticeship. Her mentor was Jaywish, her fathers brother. Falconpaw was hopeful, she thought her apprenticeship would be better. She could prove that she was worthy of love and praise. She would be a perfect apprentice that became a perfect warrior. Her parents would finally acknowledge her and love her. Jaywish was no better than her parents. He was rough in her training, especially their battle training. Nothing she did was good enough. It was during the beginning of her apprenticeship that she realized Hawkpaw wasn't doing alright. He would constantly come back with wounds, their parents frowning in disappointment. Their once loved filled words had turned sour and harsh. Hawkpaw needed to train harder, he needed to do better, he needed to be perfect. He was different than everyone else, he would be leader one day, he needed to train harder. It was then that the anger flared to life within Falconpaw. How dare they. She was constantly left alone to cry herself to sleep, she was constantly ignored and talked down to. Hawkpaw was the one that was supposed to be getting all the love, all the care and support. Yet they treat him like trash as well? He wasn't a runt, he wasn't a troublemaker, there was nothing wrong with him, and yet they treated him so poorly?
The anger Falconpaw felt grew little by little each day until one day they were warriors. Falconsnarl thought that maybe her parents would back off now that Hawkflight was a warrior. He was perfect, dedicated, strong and loyal. Yet an outsider had arrived in Skyclan, Halfeye. Her parents were proud skyclan cats, bragging they could trace their history and line back to Skystar. This outsider made a mockery of Skyclan, of what it was to be a warrior. Falconsnarl watched as her brother's spirit slowly broke, as the light in his eyes left and he no longer laughed. That rage continued to grow a little each day. She didn't care what happened to her, she believed she deserved it, but Hawkflight, he didn't deserve it. The rage became a roaring inferno that threatened to burn Falconsnarl to ash.
One day Hawkfight came back from patrol with a broken leg, an eye swollen shut and a broken look in his eyes. That damn that had been holding back the firestorm within her snapped. The next day Falconsnarl, Jayhop, Wrenwish, and Jaywish went out for a patrol. Falconsnarl came limping back into camp at deaths door. A wolf attacked them. She was the only survivor.
Since then she has been close with her brother. Yet the damage was done. Then Halfeye became leader. Falconsnarl grew to respect Halfstar, even if he was an outsider. Then he betrayed the clan and helped Echoclan ambush them. That barely contained rage roared to life again. Except this time the focus of it was innocent. Falconsnarl supported Thornstar with every fiber of her being, focusing that inferno of rage and hate on the traitors in their midst.
Falconkit was devastated. To make it worse her parents blamed her. If only Eaglekit didn't spend his free time playing with her, if only she didn't spread her weakness to him. The verbal abuse and neglect only grew. The tragedy of her brother's death ushered her into her apprenticeship. Her mentor was Jaywish, her fathers brother. Falconpaw was hopeful, she thought her apprenticeship would be better. She could prove that she was worthy of love and praise. She would be a perfect apprentice that became a perfect warrior. Her parents would finally acknowledge her and love her. Jaywish was no better than her parents. He was rough in her training, especially their battle training. Nothing she did was good enough. It was during the beginning of her apprenticeship that she realized Hawkpaw wasn't doing alright. He would constantly come back with wounds, their parents frowning in disappointment. Their once loved filled words had turned sour and harsh. Hawkpaw needed to train harder, he needed to do better, he needed to be perfect. He was different than everyone else, he would be leader one day, he needed to train harder. It was then that the anger flared to life within Falconpaw. How dare they. She was constantly left alone to cry herself to sleep, she was constantly ignored and talked down to. Hawkpaw was the one that was supposed to be getting all the love, all the care and support. Yet they treat him like trash as well? He wasn't a runt, he wasn't a troublemaker, there was nothing wrong with him, and yet they treated him so poorly?
The anger Falconpaw felt grew little by little each day until one day they were warriors. Falconsnarl thought that maybe her parents would back off now that Hawkflight was a warrior. He was perfect, dedicated, strong and loyal. Yet an outsider had arrived in Skyclan, Halfeye. Her parents were proud skyclan cats, bragging they could trace their history and line back to Skystar. This outsider made a mockery of Skyclan, of what it was to be a warrior. Falconsnarl watched as her brother's spirit slowly broke, as the light in his eyes left and he no longer laughed. That rage continued to grow a little each day. She didn't care what happened to her, she believed she deserved it, but Hawkflight, he didn't deserve it. The rage became a roaring inferno that threatened to burn Falconsnarl to ash.
One day Hawkfight came back from patrol with a broken leg, an eye swollen shut and a broken look in his eyes. That damn that had been holding back the firestorm within her snapped. The next day Falconsnarl, Jayhop, Wrenwish, and Jaywish went out for a patrol. Falconsnarl came limping back into camp at deaths door. A wolf attacked them. She was the only survivor.
Since then she has been close with her brother. Yet the damage was done. Then Halfeye became leader. Falconsnarl grew to respect Halfstar, even if he was an outsider. Then he betrayed the clan and helped Echoclan ambush them. That barely contained rage roared to life again. Except this time the focus of it was innocent. Falconsnarl supported Thornstar with every fiber of her being, focusing that inferno of rage and hate on the traitors in their midst.
Relationships:
+ Jayhop, Wrenwish - parents [deceased]
+ Hawkflight - brother
+ Eaglekit - brother [deceased]
+ Featherwind - friend
+ Jaywish - mentor and uncle [deceased]
Trivia:
+ Falconsnarl wears three raven feathers behind her ear.
+ A wolf didn't kill her parents and mentor.
+ Jayhop, Wrenwish - parents [deceased]
+ Hawkflight - brother
+ Eaglekit - brother [deceased]
+ Featherwind - friend
+ Jaywish - mentor and uncle [deceased]
Trivia:
+ Falconsnarl wears three raven feathers behind her ear.
+ A wolf didn't kill her parents and mentor.
